Okay, so I've been pretty obsessed with some top notch clothing brands recently. I most likely wont get a chance to wear any of these items due to price, but seriously, how freaking adorable are they.

Runway items are usually a bit crazy but I have picked out some of my favorites; here they are!

Uh! I die inside when I see these beautiful gowns!!! Sometimes reality gets crazy and its important to live in  a dream world.

Keep looking up and never look back
-Mikayla Anne

Life Update

Hello Friends!

     Wow. What a crazy amazing time I've been having. I feel like I am finally living. There is nothing more powerful than living in the present. I have been trying so hard to beat my depression and anxiety and I have finally won. I have control of my life again. I am rekindling friendships and fulfilling my dreams. The two best things I have experienced in my life are the love of Jesus Christ and reclaiming my life as my own. Don't get me wrong, I am not in complete control over my life. BUT, I have choices in my life that no one else can make. They are my own and my choices affect my life. I have been able to make decesions without looking for validation or judgement. And let me tell you, this is true living.

Some books that have been so inspiring and motivational to me are:
Calm my Anxious Heart by Linda Dillow
Boundries by Dr. Henry Cloud
And a recent book that has been recommended to me and looks amazing is The Power of Now.


     I hope that you can find some inspiration from this post and know. There is hope. I never thought I would be happy again and look at me now.

Dear 2015,

     You better get ready because I am about to rock your world. There is so much that I want to do and accomplish this year. I want to start a clothing line, start modeling, host my own professional photography business,  and find the true me. I want to learn to live without the goal of exceeding others expectations but exceeding my own expectations. I am so over trying to please others. I need to start thinking about what I want to do and what will make me the happiest I can be.

     I used to think that my purpose in  life was to find people and bring them to Jesus Christ to help them hurt less from the brokenness of this world. But this year I realized that I didn't even know what a world without poverty, divorce, loneliness, abortion, being an orphan, and all of the other unjust things that we are used to. I brought myself to realize this and imagine a perfect world and why things are not this perfect. Ignorance, denial, arrogance, and confusion are what I came up with.

     So 2015,
I will live this year humbly, truthfully, and with the contentment of the unknown. I am not expecting you to be perfect 2015 but I am sure as heck, you will be better. I have opened my eyes and my beliefs to an ideal of living that is better that the last crap year of my life. I will be free this year living in God's love and His approval and not anyone else's. I will find a way to model without it disgracing God. I will take pictures of His beautiful creation. I will be the girl I was meant to be not by this worlds standards but by my own. And don't get me wrong 2015, I still want to bring others to light of God but I am using a new tactic. This quote from TobyMac's Facebook sums it up pretty well

-Lighthouses don't find people by searching for them individually, they just stand there and shine.

     2015 you will be a year with freedom, grace, and positivity that will be like none before. Today I am saying goodbye to depression, resentment, and everything that has created last year. I am stepping out of my self-created box of false truths and misconception and into a world where I can create my own reality.

Goodbye 2014, Hellooooooo 2015!!!!!
- Mikayla Anne.